23 février 2009
Variation on the Word SleepI think this is such a lovely poem.
I would like to watch you sleeping.
I would like to watch you,
sleeping. I would like to sleep
with you, to enter
your sleep as its smooth dark wave
slides over my head
and walk with you through that lucent
wavering forest of bluegreen leaves
with its watery sun and three moons
towards the cave where you must descend,
towards your worst fear
I would like to give you the silver
branch, the small white flower, the one
word that will protect you
from the grief at the center
of your dream, from the grief
at the center. I would like to follow
you up the long stairway
again & become
the boat that would row you back
carefully, a flame
in two cupped hands
to where your body lies
beside me, and you enter
it as easily as breathing in
I would like to be the air
that inhabits you for a moment
only. I would like to be that unnoticed
and that necessary
I particularly love the last part.
7:48 PM。。。書いていました。
18 février 2009
WithdrawalI don't know when it started, but I realise that I am not particularly fond of having attachments towards things/people.
Just like how I really like this show, but I make myself not watch it, because I do not want the sense of attachment I will have if I allow myself to be absorbed into the plot. I don't like to go through the sadness period when the leads have to separate, or when unhappy things in the show happens.
It's just like how in reality I fear establishing close relationships because I am afraid of becoming too attached.
7:36 PM。。。書いていました。
08 février 2009
My favourite quoteBefore you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.--Edward Cullen
9:47 PM。。。書いていました。
Highly irritatedThere are just times when I wish I could drop everything and leave this place.
Why must I be confined to this small country, to live a life completely different from what I have in mind?
Why can't I go out and explore the world, to roam the countries and explore the possibilities of mother nature?
I wish I had a choice.
I wish I could just leave this place.
I wish people would just stop making me so irritated.
11:54 AM。。。書いていました。
04 février 2009
We only live once, it's either now or never.Something happened at work today that made me suddenly appreciate this sentence even more.
Life is truly fragile, and we should treasure each living moment.
No one knows when it is THE END, and no one knows if there might be time to say the final goodbyes.
But all I know is, when the day comes for me to say goodbye, I hope I have no more regrets in life.
We should really treasure our loved ones, we should really live our lives to the fullest.
5:09 PM。。。書いていました。
03 février 2009
I attract mosquitoesYes, I think I do.
Been getting mosquito bites since Day 1 of CNY.
Yesterday I was attacked again, leaving me with almost 10 ugly bites on both arms.
Now, I look like I have chicken pox.
Yucks.
8:22 PM。。。書いていました。
