31 mars 2007
A new experienceI haven't slept for 24 hours, and it doesn't feel good not sleeping in on a weekend. But this weekend's a pretty unique one, because it's the first time I actually spent my night in school. Sipping my Coke Cola which I got from Macdonalds delivery, and enjoying a quiet moment all to myself, the familiar place which I have been seeing practically everyday since almost a year ago suddenly seemed a little unfamiliar. Gone are the rushing people, gone are the noisy energetic students and gone are the bright surroundings of the place. Now, as I sit isolated outside the Orchestra room with barely a gleam of light, I feel a sense of solitude, yet not the negative type. It just seemed quiet, but yet so peaceful and soothing. The darkness made the entire place even more alluring, as if the school mysteriously transformed itself into a magical realm, of everything else it usually is not.
I feel so sleepy after having stayed awake for more than a day. Can barely keep my eyes open long enough before I doze off now and then. Even the caffeine in the Cola isn't helping. In fact, it seemed to have been prescribed with a drowsy formula, for every mouth of Cola I sip, the more I feel as if my body has been zapped of all energy and that it's time to rest. I wonder how am I to stay awake till 5pm today to "supervise" the Orchestra's SYF preparations. Yet at the same time, I am definitely grateful for the fact that as the teacher, I simply have to sit and observe, unlike the students who have to trudge on, no matter how tired they are. But hey, they got to sleep inside the Orchestra room! Oh well, guess I would still prefer to be the teacher, hehe.
Getting a little too sleepy to be able to make sense of what I am blogging about. Guess I should stop the incoherant entry for now, and perhaps just hope the caffeine in the Cola does wonder.
5:55 AM。。。書いていました。
