10 octobre 2006
On MC today, not sure if it's a good thing or a bad one.
Anyway, the extra rest was good, but not the gastrics which is making me pretty uncomfortable.
Called in sick early this morning today, and got back to bed after taking painkillers. But I slept rather fitfully, with occasional handphone buzzes here and there, and a few calls in the midst. Anyhow, hope it's nothing serious, since the doctor didn't say it was anything more than simple gastrics, and I was just given a clean bill by the medical check up group.
I think it feels suffocating when too many people have different expectations of you. In a way, it is vexing because there's only one of me, and yet I have to live up to the expectations of so many different people. How can one of me be so many of others? And then that is when disappointment sets in, and everyone gets all upset and dreary. I hate disappointing people, but it irks me even more when I am forced to live up to expectations so aplenty, I lose my own identity.
Too many answers beget even more questions.
11:36 AM。。。書いていました。
